I feel like I have been complaining in a lot of my recent posts. Not being the optimistic type is one of my weaknesses and I have always struggled with not letting my insecurities bring me down. There are days where I can laugh about it and brush it off and then there is days – like lately – where things just really get to me. If I had to describe myself I would say I am cheerful person with a lot of sadness and a really dark sense of humor. My moods come and go in waves, and I don’t know if that is ever going to change. I try my best to lift myself up as much as I can in that moment, and I am not gonna lie, a lot of times I fail miserably. But at the end of the day, good times replace the bad ones even if it’s just for a limited amount of time and the spiel starts all over again.
I am relieved to say that the last couple of days have been better. It really helps to surround yourself with people that you know care about you and more importantly, you care about them. Feeling lonely is fuel to any sad thoughts (or vice versa) and there is no better way of distracting yourself than having a good time with people and remind yourself that you’re still able to. That despite all the bs there are things that bring you joy. Like making new friends that share the same passion with you or exploring parts of your hometown you have never been before. Even if it’s just ordering a sweater although there is basically nothing left of your paycheck in the middle of the month, because why not. Sometimes you gotta do what makes you feel alive again, no matter how stupid it might be.
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Couldn’t find the sweater from H&M anywhere online :/